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Saturday, 12 May 2012

Assalamualaikum...

Not been a great Weekends for me.... :'(
I missed her too much... ='( Why this happened to us? Why? Im not ready to lose her, But we already Break Off, & i cant believe it that im SINGLE now ='( I still need her, i need her hug, her laugh, her smile, that could push myself to move on with my Life even tho when im Down...
Today, she message me, Saying that she wants us to Start afresh, as in, PATCH things up... But, Its not that i had no confident in her, just that, im afraid, this will happen again... Fcuk The Passed, Kiss the Future. I Dislike that Sentence....
But seriously , i need her badly, i want her bck in my Life...
I know, im not a perfect Bf for her, I cant give her a Happiness ... Like other couples do..
:'( But why? After i changed myself to be better person, all this still came to me..
What else now? Where did all this go wrong?

To u my Love, Aisyah...

Why? After u make the decision of letting me go , and still u are here wanting me back?
Arent u afraid that i might get u hurt again, arent u getting bored of my attitude?
I tak pandai pujuk u bila u merajuk, i tak pandai nak jaga hati u bila u marah...
& still u want all this bck?
2 days, without u, I felt so Lonely.... Crying the whole night thinking about u, Im not strong to hold my tears, Saya manusia, mempunya Perasaan juga... FCUK i care people gonna say, im a Weak person, crying over girl... _|_ im the one who feel it, not them,& its my tears not their tears...
I dont wanna make any Decision so soon, let u the one make the decision... Whatever ur Decision will be, I'll think about it <3

PEACE OUT
AAN

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