ITS OVER BETWEEN US -30.03.12-


Assalamualaikum ..
I've told u yesterday blog updating was a last one rite? But nvm, i do it again...just for u...
FINALLY its the end of our r/s no more hurting u.. & i want u to lead a happy life..
I wont find any replacement for now,enough of all this...
I may be fling & flirt around, for r/s its a big NO!
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#Crying#
I cant hold on my tears ..
Ya, tonite its 30th.. U may wish of u want.. I wont stop u...
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Knowing u was the best, let u go was the pain..
1st meet with u, i wont forget ok..
Only Allah know, how nervous im when meeting u for the 1st time..
Ur hug,ur smile , ur stare...Is all kept in our 30thMemories..
 Holding ur hand, make me feel so secured by ur Love...
Kissing u made me feel more love towards u....
Im Sorry, coz of my decision , all that left with MEMORY..
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If u love me,please... Proceed with ur new life ok...
Focus on ur studies.. Dont dissapoint me & ur mum ok.Promise?


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30th is always on my mind..
Loving u always in my Heart..
Good Night <3
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PEACE OUT
AAN

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~~Assalamualaikum~~

Today, i wanna write everything down..

Eversince we broke up & patch back..Everything seems to change so much..

Setiap apa yang aku ckp, semua nya salah pada kau..

Setiap apa yang aku buat semua salah pada pandangan mata kau..

U r not in a mood, i keep myself silent... is it wrong?

Pasal aku tau, aku tak mampu nak buat kau kembali tersenyum,

Coz EVERYTHING change!

Everynight, whenever i wanna go to sleep, i keep asking myself,

is she still worth for me??

Sampai skg, aku masih belum temu jawapan nya...

The changes really killing me...

U wanna join trouble with ur Friend , i say DON'T.. 

U Say u already in... So i have nothing to say..

Yet u still got the guts asking me a Opinion..

& Why must u listen to ur Ex?

I say DONT, u ignore me...

Ur Ex asked u to join, just to settle it down,

u joined..Ya i know, they are ur Friends...
I got no Right to Stop u...

There is no Lights in our R/s no more...

Its GONE down..

Each & everyday, we r acting like a Strangers...

Hakikat nya , aku terlalu Rindu kan kau..

Tapi aku tak nak ikut kan kata HATI aku

Kau sakit hati sape nak amek tau?

Selama ni memang aku tak pernah amek tau pun kan :')

Aku juga manusia seperti kau,

Mampu ada perasaan marah, sedih, kecewa dan lain2..

Aku tau, aku tak dapat bahagia kan kau....

I hurt u too much...

With all my Girls Friends...

 I know

U know... I've been wanting to let u go, 

But im scared if i've made a Wrong Decision.

I loved u tooo much...

I cant lose u...

BUT I HAVE TOO

Buat apa kita bersama , Andai semua nya Telah nyata...

Aku telah berdusta dgn kau..

Maaf kan aku..

We have to go on our own way...

#U've lied to me, u say u r not like those Ex of mine#

Tc of urself... Jgn lupa makan obat kalau sakit,
There wont be a Irritating Doctor advising u..

Study Hard&Make ur mum Proud of u

15.03.2012&30.03.12

Ends Today

28.05.2012

<3

PEACE OUT

AAN

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Assalamualaikum kekasih <3


Hey bby, this past few days, i've always ruined ur mood eh?
Hmmmm... Im sorry :')
Bby, that is me now, i prefer to diam kan diri, rather then keep protest ngan u :')
I tahu, i cant make u smile when u r angry, buat u makin marah lagi ada lah...

I wanna be the NEW of me... More patience in me..
My Ego is Killing me...
Bby, Saya busy nak main Diamond Dash pleaseeee....
Tak update panjang2 ah.. Pasal Otak BLANK mcm A4 size nya paper kosong...
:p

I LOVE U SWEET HEART <3
MISS U SO MUCH! Nak Meet awak! ! Nak Kidnapped awak! nak Hug awak!! :'( Nak Everything about awak! <3




PEACE OUT
AAN

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Assalamualaikum Semua..
Wah! Diam tak diam lagi 7 hari mak punya Birthday & yeahhhhh!!
Me & my gf 2nd months ann... >_<
I love u <3




Hey BbyGirl,
Each time when im tired, all i think is u. . when i recall ur smile, it make me feel mor better..
I missed u so much syg.. Nak hug bby!!!!! nanak let go! biar u lemas sekali >_<
Syg, Sorry lah , I cant update much, malas ah nak typing2 ni, Jari jemari dah mcm transformer >_<
urut kan pleaseeee <3


Syg, i may not be so Romantic Bf u had,& im so the Jiwang Karat u ever had, But seriously, U r my ONE IN A MILLION syg...
I love u sooo much, & of coz i misss u :P
Nyte2 syg, sweet dream sleep tyte... Muacksss!!


PEACE OUT
AAN

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Assalamualaikum

<3 Cinta <3

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Hey Bby, Why ni asyik marah2 je.. Why? Did i spoiled ur mood?

takmo lah asyik moody je :'( Sedih tau.. I miss u bby...
Im damn tired the whole pass 3 days,Yet u moody je, to who i wanna feel the Love?

Past 3 days, im busy with my Working, I helped my uncle kat kedai dia, Coz i'm in need of $$$

This 30th my Mum Birthday, So me & abg gotta find Extra money...

I never forget bout u syg, i know i had a Gf...

Just that, im too busy with my stuff :'(

Bby, Pleaseeee Dont be too Upset with me lah...

If i had done Something that Hurt u, Tell Me,Dont hide or keep it

I know.. i know ... I nvr being a Perfect Bf for u, But atleast i tried to be the Best for u

:'(  I know u r not well, Sick... & me still with my Stupid Sacarstic...

Just to Cheer u up my Bby...

Im Sorry lah, if my Lame attitude dont make ur day..

That is me

Ur BoyFriend

<3

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<3 I miss u my Princess <3

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Everyday , our Love keep getting Stronger...

I hope it doesnt faded away..

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PEACE OUT

AAN

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Assalamualaikum....




Wah! It has been ...... a week i last updated my Blog huh?? Alah! Dah Malas ah nka Control ni semua.. Twitter, 2 account of FaceBook, Youtube, MSN... -.- Penat! :P
Tapi for the Sake of my Big ma'am <3 I Will update lah. Tapi tak banyak lah...


Well.... My R/S with her is going UP&DOWN :'(
Today ok, Tomoro No, Next OK, then NO... Tu je lah.. But i hope we could be like we used to be... I love u so much till i cant leave u...I know, its my mistake for Falling in Love with u TOO MUCH, But wat to do... I SAYANG YOU ;P


Bby, 
Why? Why is Our R/s like Goreng Pisang ? :P
But still, my Love for u still strong...
k lah, there is nothing much i want to update....

{PEACE OUT}
AAN

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Assalamualaikum Semua...
Hows ur day? Ur weekends, MOTHER's Day?
Naah, im doing great & fine as usual, Alhamdulillah.. Tomoro nak kuar ngan Mak, Ronda satu Johor naik kereta, & treat mak to Movie maybe.....
I love u mak <3






To BbyGirl,


Hey SweetHeart, Yeah u r rite , after those things happened, our Love is like, Faded away... 
There is a big gap... We need to recover it back like per normal... I missed the OLD us...
Loving, Caring, Sweet, Understanding.. Not like now, simple to say, its like we both not gonna give a fcuk care animore... ='( Our R/S changed alot,seriously... I dont know, why i felt like, u r getting far away from me... ='(
Today is 13th, where i took u bck in my Life, I save our R/s is becoz i treasure it, i dont wanna lose u, cant u understand that??
Haizzzz... If u have too much problem & stress, why not we just become FRIENDS dulu, i tak nak u terlalu stressed over things&stuff.... I know, my Gf is not a Strong lady that could face every Obstacle that came to u....
I dont wanna be a burden to u.... I'm willing to sacrificed my LOVE towards u, for the sake of ur Health & Studies....
:'( Hanya itu yang mampu i laku kan , Demi kebaikan u...


PEACE OUT
AAN

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Assalamualaikum...




Not been a great Weekends for me.... :'(
I missed her too much... ='( Why this happened to us? Why? Im not ready to lose her, But we already Break Off, & i cant believe it that im SINGLE now ='( I still need her, i need her hug, her laugh, her smile, that could push myself  to move on with my Life even tho when im Down...
Today, she message me, Saying that she wants us to Start afresh, as in, PATCH things up... But, Its not that i had no confident in her, just that, im afraid, this will happen again... Fcuk The Passed, Kiss the Future. I Dislike that Sentence....
But seriously , i need her badly, i want her bck in my Life...
I know, im not a perfect Bf for her, I cant give her a Happiness ... Like other couples do..
:'( But why? After i changed myself to be better person, all this still came to me..
What else now? Where did all this go wrong?





To u my Love, Aisyah...


Why? After u make the decision of letting me go , and still u are here wanting me back?
Arent u afraid that i might get u hurt again, arent u getting bored of my attitude?
I tak pandai pujuk u bila u merajuk, i tak pandai nak jaga hati u bila u marah...
& still u want all this bck?
2 days, without u, I felt so Lonely.... Crying the whole night thinking about u, Im not strong to hold my tears, Saya manusia, mempunya Perasaan juga... FCUK i care people gonna say, im a Weak person, crying over girl... _|_ im the one who feel it, not them,& its my tears not their tears...
I dont wanna make any Decision so soon, let u the one make the decision... Whatever ur Decision will be, I'll think about it <3




PEACE OUT 
AAN

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Assalamualaikum....


</3 HeartBreaking is totally killing my life..... Why this happening again? & may i know the reason why ? Aku tak sebut pon kata 'PUTUS' & like out of sudden u have stated ur R/s status as Single... 
:'( What have i done wrong this time? just becoz i say 'Long break kan bagos' straight away u turned me away ? 
Its hurt okay, im not lying....Its hurt, Didnt u know, that i Love u so much??
& yes i miss u damn much... But there is nothing i can do ....
Tu dah kata putus kau kan.. I wont hold it back ....
I just wished u happy out there, & move on with ur great life...
U got friends out there that could cheer u up... Dont worry bout me, as a Promise that i've made to u, I will move on too.. =') Thanks Once Again... <3
Good Luck on ur Exam, dont forget to take ur Medicine...& dont sleep too late...
:')

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Assalamualaikum Semua..
Selamat malam...  =) 
So today is a bad news for u all, I FAILED my TP test , like againnnn.. -.- urgh!
Haizzzzz... I dont know why lah....
I tried my hardest ..... Not to fail this time round, But, end up Failed jugak....
Hmmmm.... Takpe lah, i wont Give up that easily... Will try again....


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Btw, its OVER between us.. =') ..  Missed her, cant denied that, but lets dont drag this matter again...
I cant believed that actually, im crying, i dont know where my mistake is...
Yeah, i cant be the best Bf u ever had.. 1 month 11 days... is enough i guess huh? =')
I wish u the Best alright? Dont dissapoint ur mum... do ur Best..
Good Luck....

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Assalamualaikum <3




Finally, tomoro im going for my TP test.... Like Finally huh...
Insya'allah.. I'll do my best ... Amin..


& i dont know, whats wrong with her... Ntah ah.. Shhhh, dont talk about it, Its gonna spoiled ur mood for sure.. >_< Nyte2 semua! Sweet Dream,Sleep tyte... <3


Assalamualaikum


PEACE OUT
AAN

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Assalamualaikum Cinta. . . .  

Today really fcuking tired! ! ! Gotta clean up those leaves & grass -.- Dah macam Gardener sekejap...Tapi takpe, having a great time with Abg.. Switch on the Radio, Techno+Trance.. Wohoo!! Kat belakang dah macam DisCo... >_<

To my BbyGirl, <3


U know what, ur Blog Update today really put a smile on my Face :P
U r So Sweet Bby.. <3 Hahahahaha.. Why tak nak cuci baju eh? Sebab, There is ur SMELL hehehe... Mcm nak Pengsan gitu bila bau. Wohooo!!
Im not jealous at all lah bby, as long u know ur limit, Im fine with it <3
Sayang Sayang Sayang, Why i nvr get ur Kisses ah? ah ? ah? nak kena siku7 ? ? Hehehe... Tapi kan bby, i felt a lil bit Uncomfortable lah kalau ada kawan awak >_< No freedom u know..
Tapi tkpe lah... Janji i dapat jumpa u....
Btw bby, How is our 1st meet ? ? And yeah, thanks for the Letter... & the band... Dont look down on urself lah bby, walau ape pun diri u, buruk nya diri u, kurang nya diri u, Too bad, Kau milik aku :P I dont care bout all that! I love u more & more each & everyday..
Ok lah bby, nothing much to update.... Till here k..
Nyte2 Bby, Sweet Dream, Sleep Tyte.. I love u Sayang <3 muackssssss
Assalamualaikum


PEACE OUT
AAN

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Assalamualaikum Cinta .... Hey bby , today i had an awesome day with u, I cant describe how happy im..... Bby, thanks 4 meeting me, & being with me.. Akhir nya, i get to meet my Gf huh.. U know what.. After breaking with my Serious Ex.. I nvr met any Girl in life.. Semua dalam FB je.. Coz i had no confident in meeting them... & i know, i''ll get hurt in return... But to u bby, its diffrent, i had no idea, why i got that sudden feeling ' Yes i wanna meet u' Hahaha.. Syg, i miss u damn much.. Can i just like having u with me All the time... Ur smile, make my day, ur smell melts me away.. Ur hug make me feel more love for u... Syg, i hope this is not the LAST meet, i dont wanna lose u bby.. I love u so much.... Thanks for being patience with me... U r always in my heart.. Good Nite, SweetDream ,SleepTyte..... I love u syg.. Rest Well k... <3
Assalamualaikum...

PEACE OUT
AAN

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Assalamualaikum .....
Hey ya! Esok dah 7th May, time for me to attend my Road Rivision.. -.- Hmmmm....
Hope i could do my best, understanding the steps... Hmmmm...
3 more days to my TP, wah! so fast ah.. 2012 is really having a marathon... ish !
Insya'Allah, i will do my Best <3






Heyy BbyGirl.... <3
See that pic up there, >_< mcm u kan? >_< Wakakakakaka!!! Yeah, tomoro is our 1st meet.. o.O Hope everything will go Smoothly... Cant wait to meet u actually.. U ckp Dosa kan kalu Tipu?  Hahaha! Tipu lah kalau i ckp i no Shy ah.. Hahaha.. Like u say, mcm nak jumpa IDOL gitu...  :)
Take picture with u ah?? Can lah bby, janji kau tak Kidnapped aku sudah >_<''
Bby, i dont know wat to say to u.. Thanks for being a Understanding Gf ever.. :) U've done alot for me, while i've done nothing good to u.. Be patience with me k bby.. Once everything is Settled, I'll do my part as ur Bf k.. <3 Nyte2 bby, sweet dream, sleep tyte later k...
Meet u soon.. I love u.... Miss u tooo!!
Assalamualaikum..


PEACE OUT 
AAN

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Assalamualaikum !


Selamat Malam Semua! Doing great WeekendS? me? Pretty Good.. Nothing much.. :')
Just that my bby cat, passed away.. Really killing my mood.... =') May she rest in peace..


BbyGirl, 


Hey Syg! How r u my baby? Doing great ? Why so moody? Uzur eh? Hahaha! that was a Question u asked me when i was temper rite.. :)
takmo moody lah syg.. Nanti sape nak layan i? Nanti i skandal ngan Maya karin Baru tau.. >_<
Bby, this MONDAY , i hope i could make it.. Tapi... Ntahhh lah... My Mum Wouldnt want to give me Xtra Money -.-'' How to Date u? Haizzzz. . .  Ntah lah bby, let me think of a way lah, Kalau diIzinkan, Kita berjumpa k syg... Kalau Tak, i dont know... But i janji, we will meet one day k... Lets Pray & hope k syg.. K lah bby, nothing much to update lah...Bby have an early nite k... I love u syg..
GoodNite, SweetDream, SleepTyte.. I miss u syg <3
Assalamualaikum...

PEACE OUT 
AAN

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Thats my bby tumbar, the one with white socks :')
Today , i last heard her when i was about to send my mum at the front gate.. She called me , as if like a human called me.. I could feel it, i could feel how suffering she is.. Gave her, her favourite food, she doesnt want to eat, gave her milk she drink a little only... She died with her Eyes open , & a Vomit stain on her mouth..  =( Sayang, im sorry k, i cant afford to take u to clinic when u r sick, & i dont know why they didnt want to bring u.. =') But atleast for more then 3 week u r sick, i manage to take care of u.. Love u all my heart... May U rest in Peace k syg .. No More Suffering Ok.. I Promise, i will take care of ur mum like i take care of u <3 REST IN PEACE BBY

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I LOVE U

~blood~

It has been more then 9 months my Brother, Abg Zairul, Passed away... I missed him much.. Semoga Allah merahmati Roh nya, dan menempat kan dia di tempat2 org yang beriman.. Amin -Al Fateha-


My Brother, Rhino..... Being too Egoist this lately.. I dont know why.. 




My 3rd Sis, Kak Wati ... I nvr get the chance to feel her love & care for me.. Coz she never wanna too.. When she was still a Baby, my aunt gave her to our others relative -.- Fcuk rite?
& now, i had no idea , why she hated me alot, nvr wanna talk to me or meet me.. Fcuk i care ok..
But still i missed u....

My  4th Sis , Kak Shasha... I missed her alot.. The way she pampered me with Love & care... I missed it alot =( Why why why? It has been a long time u last meet me.... =( didnt u know i miss u?
=( Where were u when i need u the most.. Where? Where all ur promises?



I dont know, why they seems to Hate me.. =( Avoiding me.. ignore me..
What have i done wrong to u guys huh?? Is it becoz i got more Attention from Mak?
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BbyLove Aisyah,


Sayang, im so in love with u every & each seconds... U r always in my Heart & mind.. bby, are u tired of waiting to meet me? U r not kan kan kan.. =) I love u sayang.. Please hold on to me k..
<3 Not much to wrote bout u , the only thing is, I LOVE YOU...
& I misss you!




PEACE OUT
AAN

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Assalamualaikum Cinta....


Sorry lah tak update blog... Tak tau nak update ape :(
btw....  less then a week to my TP test :( really scared that i would failed again :(
this is my 4th time.. if failed jugak kan, tak tau nak ckp ape.. 


But i hope ,i could pass lah. . Tired of waiting ...
Bby, i miss u so much!! Takmo lah moody2 bby... i missed u like HELL abeh u nak moody2..
tak best lah mcm ni...


Sayang... why ni? Asl nak moody? who spoiled ur mood? is it me?
Did i do something wrong to hurt u? ? :( 


will do my 2nd updating... As a promise kan kan kan..


I Love u sweetHeart..
Muacks!!




PEACE OUT 
AAN

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I LOVE U TOO MUCH THEN U COULD IMAGINE!!!!!

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