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    Monday, 30 April 2012



    <Fcuk the Haters , Hell The Stalker >


    Assalamualaikum, selamat malam semua! Amacammmm! ada baik ? Alhamdulillah, im doing pretty fine .. <3
    Cuma abit busy ah.. Haizzzzzzz.. =( i asked mum , i wanna work! i wanna earn money! Do something for me ah, All she did is IGNORE me :'(
    What a life.. *tsk tsk*
    Takpe lah, 5 more months aje.. What to do.. SANTAI like no one care ah ape lagi!




    To my BbyGirL Aisyah .. I love u! heeee >_<
    Bby, about yesterday u told me, u are not Clean.. WHATDAFUCK! u think i care ? >_<
    I dont care all that syg.. Kan i dah ckp, I terima diri u sebagai kekasih i, & i terima Kelemahan & kekurangan diri u jugak..


    Dont look down on urself bby, everyone have their past.. So do i ?
    WatEva ok..


    Bby, Ur picture, saying u r PENDEK! wakakakakkakakaka!! I loikeee!! Easy to Handle !
    I dont think u r Too pendek lah syg, Perfect ! Easy for me to Kissed ur Forehead .. :P

    U may be short, but our LOVE story, is Longer then the Longest Bridge in the world..


    Hahaha! I love u syg!! Nyte2!! Muacks!!


    PEACE OUT AAN

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    Sunday, 29 April 2012



    Its Like Finally
    Officially 1 Month!
    <3


    Hey bby, Alhamdulillah, we've been tru it , >_< too many challenges huh?
    Its our 1st Month bby, i hope u r not Tired of this..


    Sayang, I wanna thanks u for accepting me as ur bf too.. 
    I may not be Good Looking, But i know im So Tiut!
    Im may not be Rich,But i love u more then Anything
    I cant be perfect, coz there is no one perfect in this World



    Bby, Im Proud to hve u as my Gf, About Yesterday, kita Lupa kan k,
    Anggap je itu semua satu Dugaan...But u have to promise me, No more Slashing, If u cant bear skin me alive, I cant bear looking at ur Hand too..
    Enough of my Ex doing the same thing, & her Parents Blame me..
    Till now, her parents wont forgive me, Coz the Scar wont ease off..

    Please , make a Promise, I dont care if u wanna Flirt around, But please, Dont Slash ur Hand again. Im Begging u Syg..



    The reason why i cant meet u is, I tak leh ada kat Singapore dgn Alasan berjumpa org, Unless i ada belajar motor.. i cant step my legs Over then other places..

    Syg, i hope u sudi menerima hakikat yang sebenar... Bahawa insan yang awak sayangi ini, bukan 
    lah sebaik yang awak sangka kan.. Im a Ex convict, Im sorry for not telling u this before..  Im scared, u cant accept it.. :'( I love u too much, I cant bear losing u.

    Sayang, my Probhation habis this November.. But dont Worry, i still can meet u kalau i ada gi Belajar motor.. I promise, i wont make u wait for me too long...

    Bby, I have no words to describe u more, All i know...
    I Sayang Kan Aisyah.. That is u.. 

    Terima lah cinta ku seadanya.. Walau Tak Sempurna, Tapi Nyata <3

    I <3 You .. MuackSSSSssss!! 15.30.03.12

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    Friday, 27 April 2012




    Tiada Dua Hanya Lah Satu, Kau yang ku Cintai




    Assalamualaikum Kekasih... I'm kinda missed u like HELL gila!! Sewel! Sawan!! >_<
    Hehehehehe, I missed u badly syg... I nak meet awak! But when ah? ? :'(
    Nak meet awak, nak hug awak, nanak let go, biar u lemas >_<

    I love u syg... Dont forget to give me 3 + 1 goodNight Wish ok... Lu Hutang Lu Bayar >_<

    PEACE OUT 

    AAN


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    Thursday, 26 April 2012


    Assalamualaikum Cinta... <3


    Like Finally eh, dapat retrieve Password _|_ Mcm sial betol! Padahal Password aku number Hp Lama aku, Tak ke besar punya Samdol >_<
    WatEva , like i care gitu kan...
    Well , today, my mood really drive me down.. I dont know why.. Maybe becoz of Yesterday, or maybe becoz of something else, I dont know, Yang Penting, today i really2 Pissed off.

    K now for my BbyGirl Aisyah..


    Hey BabyGirl,
    I miss u damn much ok.. =( Why we have been like this eh? I tot we used to be the Most Sweet Couples >_<

    Bby, Im sorry ok, Im sorry for have made u sad. . . I dont even know why.. & yeah, im really mad at u yesterday.. U say wanna wish me a GoodNight , pon takde :( then u post at ur wall saying that u r jealous, about what.. u owe me a lot of explanation please...
    U promise not to Fight... But u started it.. =( & now then u know, how hard to pujuk ur BoyFriend ni kan kan kan.. I love u syg, u know that i love u.. =( Pleaseeee dont do this again, memang lah adat Becinta ada Pasang & Surut nya, Kalau boleh , try not to lah..
    Sayang, saya sayang awak sangat2, Maaf kan saya ok... I Love u !

     &  a thousand misses!! Muacks! Selamat Malam..

    PEACE OUT 

    AAN

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    Tuesday, 17 April 2012


    Assalamualaikum Cinta ku Aisyah....


    Saya rindu awak sangat2..<3  Bila ke masa nya kita dapat bertemu, Insya'allah.. Satu hari nanti k...
    17.04.12 We had a Great Ignoring sejenak & Fun at Webby with u & my BoyFrienD <3  Wahhh! I got new name again.. BIGBABY! hahaha! missed his Voice calling out bigbaby bigbaby bigbaby, ok bye, hello,dung dung cheng... >_< awww!! Sickening boy mintak kena SikuSeven je kan.. :)
    Bby, As for that INBOX of mine, ya, i used to like her before u.. Tapi dia sering menghilang kan diri.. bila dia dtg balik, i get to knw, She's attch, i started playing Alamak, & i knw u.. We chatted till the day she came bck again, BUT i've told her Honestly, as wat u can see it on my INBOX kan.. tapi tu semua bila i dgn u masih di dalam ruangan KEKASIHGELAP, & i think im still free to Flirt around.. But the moment our R/s steps on the Date 30/03/12 which u r Officially mine... I dont dare to Flirt with any other Girls.. am scared of losing u.. Hell i care people gonna say im a damn coward, I dont care what people gonna say, Yang i tahu, i syg u bby!! Yeahhh! about tadi u got mention something about ''Dalam banyak2 pompan dalam dunia ni, kenapa i pilih u''
    What a Question ah u silly girl.. Ya memang banyak pompan dalam Dunia ni, Tapi utk bercinta , u ingat mcm Beli Ikan kat PaSar ke? No right? U manage to win my heart before they did, so i choosed u lor... I dont care bout ur look or ur past.. For me that should not be an Issue ah.. For me, i want the Sincerity of ur Heart... Accept me for who i..Aniwae, we dont need a Reason Why we Love Someone.. All we need is To Love that Someone as Deeply as we could.. Not a Reason... There is Nothing in REASON... =) Bby, 12 more days to our 1st Month LOVE, i really really really wish could meet u.. But Haizzzzzzzzzzzzz....... Bby , promise me u wont leave me without a VALID reason ok.. I cant bear losing u my love.. I syg u sangat2.. Sungguh pun bila Waktu i Ignore u or i marah u, Sedalam2 hati i, I SAYANG KAN U ....

    K lah bby,  i think i had enough of Blogging, penat, nak sleep..
    So Nyte2 bby, SweetDream,SleepTyte <3
    Assalamualaikum Cinta <3

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    Monday, 16 April 2012


    Assalamualaikum Cinta...


    I bukan malas nak layan or binget no, im just thinking...
    Atleast tell me, whats wrong.. Tiba2 angin ni mcm, mau tak angin jugak i dibuat nya... U hate it when i silent myself, tapi u know it too, i tak suka u memendam,Ape u dapat.. Well, if memendam makes u happy, what i can say kan.. Up to u bby.. i tak nak gado, lagi bagos i diam..

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    Wa'alaikumsalam Rindu ,


    Hey bbygirl... Why many things we gotta faced huh?? Is this a Fate or Challenge for us.. Haizzzzzzzzzzz..... Bby, kalau boleh, i tak nak amek tau pon pasal si SETAN tu.. =(
    :'( But if u need an explaination, i will k..

    1st thing, she's my ex, was 3 years bck.. And last year she re-appeared into my life, But we went it as FRIENDS.. Then lama menghilang, & she came bck.... Yestersday was the day.. She came over my House, with a Intention of Nak Jumpa Mak... I feel so Uncomfortable with her, she was like, Urgh! Damn Psycho! ! Im sorry , if i didnt tell u i go out with her semalam, it was not ONLY both of us, my Abg & ayah tag along tooo... So i feel a lil bit Insecure.. Bby, Wateva happen Yesterday , Tomoro or maybe the next Day... Im seeking an Apologive bby.. I dont want u to think ''other'' things in there..
    No worry bby, i know who am i belongs to.. Its u only...
    Sayang, Saya mohon maaf andai menyakiti hati mu...
    Bukan niat ku berbuat gitu, tapi hanya tidak mahu awak tahu hakikat sebenar cerita ku ;'(
    Sayaang!! Pleaseeeeee Maaf kan i... I promise u bby, U r my One & only Girl & Mak is my One & Only Women that I Love in my Heart & no one Else.. I Sayang u <3

    Sleep Soon ok.. Takmo stress up urself...
    Nyte2, Sweet dream , Sleep tyte..
    I love you & I miss you

    15.30.03.12


    PEACE OUT 
    AAN

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    Sunday, 15 April 2012


    Assalamualaikum Cinta! <3
    Been so busy lately huh, im sorry syg, many things need to be done... Tapi u r always in my Heart bby..

    5 to 7 hours mana i hilang? lama nya? =)  Nothing to explain lah bby.. Just Busy je..
    How my bby? Alalalalala... Banyak DUGAAN eh hari ini? Takmo mengeloh k..
    Allah tak pernah Menguji HAMBA nya diluar batasan..SABAR ok bbygirl...
    Awww syg.. i miss u so much.. Nak meet u! >_< Nak gigit u , nak lipat2 u, then campak kat laut can? hehehehe.. tak tak tak.. I nak HUG u tightly! ! I want u to know, how depression im right now.. Syg, thanks for being a Awesome gf.. I appreciated everything.. <3

    Ok lah bby, im so tired to update banyak2, sleep soon k.. Esok sekolah kan?
    So good night sweet dream sleep tyte honey! Muacksss!! <3
    Assalamualaikum CInta



    PEACE OUT 
    AAN

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    Saturday, 14 April 2012




    Assalamualaikum Cinta...


    Hey! Its our 1st Monthsary of KekasihGelap bby.. Im sorry, for any hurt of being with me...
    I know i hurt u previously, Im sorry ok.. Now, then i realize, U r to Sweet for me syg..
    Just be the way u r, I love u for whoever u r, not for who u r before this... <3
    Selamat Malam Cinta..



    <3 Peace Out
    AAN

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    Assalamualaikum Cinta <3

    My Bbygirl , hope u get well soon k, haizzz, my cough & flu also belom baik, Stress u knw.. Mcm nak Majok dalam Almari je..
    Bby, I syg u can? Like a Love Letter >_< hehehehehe!! Love u so much bby, Im updating my Blog earlier coz later i nak Keluar with my Mak&Ayah.. So, just in case i will be back home late kan.. So i update siang2...
    bby, we left with 8 more hours huh..
    >_< Be mine always, Love me more like i do.. Treasure me like ur one & only..

    coz bby u r the best i ever had..


    K bby , till here k, when ada masa, i update lagi.. LOVE U SYG!


    PEACE OUT 
    AAN

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    Friday, 13 April 2012


    Assalamualaikum Cinta...

    Wah! Been so busy ah my Bbygirl <3 Im glad u had a Happy Moment with your Friends..
    I pon busy, kalah kan Bisnes-man eh eh eh .. Hahahahahahaha!! So my bby, hows ur day? Really bad eh? Chest pain eh.. How i wish i were by urside taking care of u, What type of BF am i also i dont know..
    Bby, i always pray the best for u.. Takmo so stress k, think bout ur health tooo...
    Thats more Important...
    Anyway, I dont need an apologize from u , hanya kerana u masok accnt i without my permission.. Whats mine is urs too kan? Jadi tak yah lah sorry2, nak kena campak kat lorry..

    Btw, thanks for accepting the Relationship request.. I've been wanting it toooo.. Tapi I pon takot, Kawan u tak suka.. Tapi Betol si RINA ckp, They hate us, but it wont do any HARM pe..
    GI Jalan ah ngan dorang,Like i care gitu.. Bbyyyyyy!!!  U know what, Im falling in love with u each & everyday bby!! And pls pls pls!! Dont leave me! I LOVE U SO MUCH! 

    So, later sleep early k, Have a sweet dream like always.. Sleep tyte.. I miss u bby.. MUACKS!
    Assalamualaikum Cinta <3

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    Thursday, 12 April 2012





    Please, Dont Judge me.. Im not a perfect Person toooo... Please ah, Spare me a life -.- 
    Whats wrong with u girls? Whatssssup?? If u hate me, please GET LOST from my FB lah, asal masih nak Point2 words... Durhhh -.-'' like so childish like that.. 
    No layan...
    Today my tekak already make me suffer, so i dont need any suffering from u...

    Ok ok! change topic..








    Assalamualaikum Cinta <3
    As a promised , i'll update, not much k...
    Sorry for being so busy all this While... 
    Wah bby, my cough getting worse ah, tekak so pain u knw.....
    Haizzz bby, i dont understand my life ah, here & there hated me.. Siao kan? ? ikr! 
    =( Sometime it feel so pain tau, Elak kan Haters about our R/s , skg my Ex pulak.. Haizzzz..... Tak tau ah bby....
    2 more days to 15th, if only i could meet u bby.. =(
    But i cant! :'(
    Im sorry, if i cant treat u like those Couples out there treating their gf, But i promise u, If u r willing to wait, We will meet one day k, I will hold ur Hands , without letting it go, Will hug u like no one care, will Kiss u With All my heart.. Ah! Misssed all that!!
    Bby! thanks for being my MinahRep, i love u so much bby...
    LGo to sleep soon k, esok sekolah kan, if still weak, just skip school ..
    K lah bby, till here dulu k, I pon jap agi nak bobok..
    Nyte2 Sayang, Sweet dream..
    I love u 15.30.03.12
     
    PEACE OUT
    AAN

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    Wednesday, 11 April 2012


    Assalamualaikum Cinta.. I miss u so much bby! I rindu u sesangat..
    I hope u r doin fine bby, lau still not well ,tak yah gi skool k.. Think of ur health tooo..Maaf kan saya, today i was so busy, till got no time to Entertain u my gf...
    K lahh bby.. i malas nak update panjang, Esok boleh k..
    I LOVE U BBY!
    selamat malam <3

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    Tuesday, 10 April 2012


    Amaciammmm org2 di bumi yang Fana...
    Wa baik sentiasa Always.. <3
    Hari ini hari ape ah?? Tuesday kan? haiyaaaaaah.. so fast ah hari berlalu.. mcm Road runner...

    Diam tak diam lagi 4 hari, genap aku ngan dia 1 month.... >_<
    haizzzzz.. i always wanted that i could get to meet her one day. . =(
    Insya'Allah ah kan..
    kk, now time for Explanation to my RSS bbygirL,


    Bby Princess,
    Sorrry was so busy today, sampai no time layan u... But no matter how busy im, i still manage to say I LOVE YOU! coz i do really love u syg... Nice Updates on ur block huh.. Wahhh! wait i go mataer with nyonya ah? can? >_<
    Tadi i help my mak with her stuff lah bby, thats why so busy, i kan ANAK TUNGGAL =(

    >_<
    K lah bby! till her i update, otak pon mcm ACCIDENT di Expressway, JAM sia otak! >_<
    Hehehehe.. bby, let me tell u this, i love u always. u r my Sunshine ,Awww! Sunshine eh? mcm nak campak kat laut je >_< wakakakaka!

    Nyte2 bby!! SweetSweet dream always! MUACKS!!! <3 <3 <3
    Aishiteru ~

    PEACE OUT 
    AAN

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    Monday, 9 April 2012


    Always love her .. 

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    F.U.C.K
    the haters pleaseeeee.....

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    Just The Way U Are
    SweetHeart <3 <3 <3

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    Whats happening to my Family huh ? Sana sini muka mcm ni -.-
    Haizzzz.. Ntah lah. . Aku pon cannot understand ah ni mcm..
    Why are my Family not like org lain nye family? Yang Bahagia..
    I missed my Sibling.. Non of them care for me.. -.- No use being my Sibling lah u all... Asyik ngan dunia korang je.. >_< Ada? ? Ada aku kisah ? =P
    Lantak lah ngan korang eh...
    Ape yang aku tahu, ONE FINE day, aku akan bukti kan korang, Ape Erti KEHIDUPAN yang sebenar <3

    PEACE OUT!

    AAN

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    Sunday, 8 April 2012


    Amaciammmmmmm Org Singapore Semua!Ada Baik? Alhamdulillah..
    Aku? Like always, maintain Awesome selalu! >_<
    Ok lah.. Dont drag nonsense ah eh.. Korang kenal tak benda ala yang kat Gambar ni ? Kalau korang tak kenal korang bukan Anti Social, But Anti So Sial >_<
    Hehehee!!! Peace2, No marah2... No good...
    Well Ni benda ni nama dia Dowaemon, Cute like my BbyGirl >_< oppps!

    I just realized that, Tomel jugak ni Dowaemon eh. . Aku ni Fanatik dowaemon jugak , Tapi tu DULU! sekarang HidupMati SEPANBAB >_<
    Ok lah.... Merepek sia Aan malam2 ni......





    Ok, to my BBy Princess,
    Awww! Bby , ur Blog update was so the SACHOK like Mr Bean! So manis like HoneyStar... Of coz lah im on urside kan, u r my bby syg! its kinda pain tau when here & there benci kan kita =( Sedih rite, mcm nak mengalir segala2 air.. hehehehe :D
    Tapi walau ape pon, biar lah org benci kita, ape ke, janji, I SAYANG U ok.. I dont give a single fcuk to them too.. Yang i tahu, i tak pernah ganggu kehidupan dorang... & syg, i want u to promise me, Do ur best in ur studies k, Dont dissapoint me ya..  Make ur mum Proud of u bby, as well as me too... Like one of this words i heard from mana eh? Lupa ah...
    ''If u want to succed in LOVE, U have to Success in ur Studies''
    & ni janji i pada u... Bertahan atau tidak perhubungan kita, bukan urusan diorang, Anggap je org yang mengata tu, tak hidop >_< Wakakka!!Okay can!

    Dah ah bby! I penat u know, plus so NANTOK hor. Syg no ngantok ah? ? Ah2 eh, u kan Burung Hantu, But still i syg! >_<
    Ok lah, Sampai disini only, Good nite bby! Sweet Dream..

    I Love & Miss u every secs... <3


    PEACE OUT 
    AAN

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    Why so many Haters Around us? Too many peeps is againts our R/s .. But Why ? -.- Did i do something wrong ? Did i ever disturb ur life? Durhhhh! Merepek sia!
    Like for Godness sake lah, Jaga urusan korang sendiri lah, why must Kpo ngan Urusan aku ?
    & Why u guys hate my Gf so much?? What wrong she did to u ? No have kan ? Haiyaaaah! Malas ah nak Bergado2 everyday.. Penat u know, Cant u give me a Peaceful life? _|_ fuck the Haters ah! Aku nak mintak korang Satu sen pon sia..

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    Saturday, 7 April 2012


    I miss mthem so much.. All the Happiness were just for awhile.. Not forever...

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    FCUK! FCUK the Day!! Yeah! i mean FUCK!
    -.- Are u like killing my mood or. . . . Sengaje buat i marah ah?
    I hate it when i ask people a Question, they keep Denied it NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING..
    TengKorak Hang ah Nothing _|_
    Let it be what u wanna be ah k... malas ah nak gado.. I also dont know the Main Reason is..
    Tiba2 je Angin.. FCUK ah!! U & Ur EGO .. Urgh!! Cant be Entertain.. Alhamdulillah.. I managed to Control My Ego Towards u, Coz this time i realize i love you.. I Dont Wanna Lose u, just becoz of my Ego...
    Once u r Ok, tell me aite.. I love u always Bby...

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    Friday, 6 April 2012


     The Day When She's Officially Mine! <3 30.03.12

    She never failed to cheer me up when im Down.. She always put a smile on my face with her silly attitude... I appreciated every love she gave to me, i dont wanna hurt her like how i used to hurt my ex with my Ego! :(
    I want her to know, how valuable she is to me.. There is no one Xcept for her & my Mum that is Living in my Heart...

    Day after day passed by.. I keep falling in Love with her.. Yeah, i admit that i hate it when she keeping in touch with her Ex, But after what i think, i suggest.. let her be friend with her Ex, As long as she know, She's my Gf! >_<
    BbyGirl, Do u know, that im Scared to Lose u, I love u as much as Yesterday.. No changes of my feeling towards u, indeed More & more <3
    Please Please Please, Be a Good Girl.. Dont be to Stubborn k bby.. I love u Sayang.. & yeah, Miss u so much...

    PEACE OUT
    ~ Aan ~

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                        ~ Cinta Ini MemBunuh ku - The Love Is Killing me ~




    This song, is dedicated to the Girl I Love Now.. Aisyah.. She's my Seductive Gf, Why i dedicate her this song, i know this song kinda Hurt.. But behind those Lyrics, there is so many reason within it..
    She knows it..
    Kau Hancur kan aku dgn sikap mu, Tak sadar kah kau telah menyakiti ku .. Yeah, this part, seriously i hate her attitude of Negative thinking..
    I hope she could change it.. Now i know how it feel, to have someone u love that have Full of Ego in its life.. But No matter wat, my Love for wont change.. Just Hope& pray, She will change :)
    150312/300312
    PEACE OUT

    AAN 

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    Assalamualaikum


    Wah! lama tak update eh.. Chey! Malas lah actually..Sana Sini nak update.. Mcm bisnes-man gitu..
    Oh Well.. Niari having a Good time with my Family..
    Ahhh! i miss my Gf so much... She's sick i think, She posted on her Fb saying she was so Weak.. Awww! Bby, Why so degil like Donald Duck eh?? Go & rest lah, & please stop making me so worried about u bby..


    She's my Girl.. 15.03.12 is the day..
    Hey bbyGirl, u r rite..
    U may not be the 1st, But u may be the last..
    Please change ur attitude of Negative thinking, Its gonna really killed my mood sometimes.. U know i Heart u so much rite.. So please take a good care of my feelings towards u k..
    Sayang.. Tonight im gonna tell u..
    How much i love u , & i just want u to treasure me as ur Bf, Dont hurt me like they do.. I believe, u gonna love me as much as i thought.. <3
    Good Night Sayang.. Have a sweetest dream, Sleep tyte..
    I love u Always
    15.03.12/30.03.2012
    ~Assalamualaikum ~

    PEACE OUT
    AAN




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