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Friday, 20 May 2011

BOUT ME! up & down ~

HELLOO! SINCE A LONG TIME I NO UPDATE HUH! HEHEHEHE! *PEACE* K. . IM BCW! ENJOY THIS BLOG AGAIN YA. . .

WELL.. TIME CHECK IS 2:21AM AND ITS 21/05/2011 TODAY.
ok TODAY TOPIC WILL BE BOUT ME MYSELF & I ALRITE?
1ST THING. . IM NO LONGER A 100% BUTCH. . KINDA CHANGE ABIT AH. . WELL ITS FOR ME TO KNOW & FOR YOU TO FIND OUT. . YES. . IM A LOVER BOY.. OPS! I MEAN LOVER GAL.. OR WATEVA LAH EH. . WAKAKAKAKA!
IM GONNA TALK BOUT ONE OF THIS GAL HERE NAME XXXXXX I HATE HER OK. . REALLY. . I TOT SHE WOULD BE THE GAL TAT WOULD WAIT FOR ME.. TAPI... DIA PON 10 x5 JUGAK. . **sobsob** NVM.. AAN IS STILL IN A COOL WAY. . >..<"
I HOPE THERE WILL BE A GUY WOULD CARE & LOVE FOR HER.. DONT HURT HER THE WAY I HURT HER. . :'(
SHE'S NOT FOR ME LAH. . :)
AND NOW A TOPIC BOUT THIS PERASAN CUTE GAL WHICH SHE NAMED HERSELF PETOM WAKAKAKA!! DASAR PETOM! I REALLY DONT KNOW WATS THAT PETOM OR WHO IS PETOM.. AH2 KAN JE . . .HEHEHE. . WAT I CAN SAY HERE. . YEAH! I WAS JEALOUS WITH THIS GUY PREVIOUSLY. . TAPI I'VE TRIED TO CONTROL MY EGO LOR. . :'(
MANA TAK JEALOUS! DAH MEMANG SAH JEALOUS PON. . TAPI WALAU MCM MANA LAMA PON I TRY TO IGNORE HER,MY HEART STILL SYG DIA LAH.. SHE'S THE ONLY PETOM YANG LEH LAYAN KARENAH AKU YANG TEBIAT NAK MAMPOS NI. .PETOM PETOM.. .WAKAKAKAA! LAST CHATTED WITH HER TAT TIME.. I REALLY PISS OFF. . AND I PUT ALL MY ANGER TO HER.. AS I KNOW I SHOULDNT BE IN TAT WAY.. hehehehehe.. SORRY. . .
K WAIT.. TIME CHECK IS. . . 2:32AM NOW . . . K CONTINUE. . I DONT KNOW BOUT THIS FEELING AH SERIOUSLY AH. . BETOL CKP AHGIRL MY SYG TU. . KALAU POMPAN YANG STRAIGHT KAN.. JGN LAH BERKAWAN NGAN BUTCH. . NAK2 KALAU POMPAN NI HOT MELAMPAU. . HUHUHUHU! BUT IM NOT INTO LOOKS EH. PLS. . . IM INTO HEART <3 . . . FOR SURE THIS BUTCH WILL JATUH TANGGA PUNYA. WAKAKAKAK!
TAPI ITS OK LAH. . I KNOW.. I SHOULD NOT TREAT HER TAT WAY,AFTER ALL THIS WHILE,SHE'S ALWAY BEING THERE NON STOP HITZ COMFORTING ME. . ADVISE ME..WALAOPON MALAS NAK LAYAN.. HAHAHAHA! IN ANIWAE PON. . . I'LL ALWAYS HOPE TAT U COULD FIND A GUY TAT COULD LOVE U SYG. . AND MAYBE. . I'VE FALL FOR WRONG PERSON AGAIN. . NOT TO CONTROL MY ANGER ONLY,BUT TO CONTROL MY FEELINGS TOO.. YA.. I'LL TRY K. .. . .
INSYA'ALLAH. .. . .
AND BOUT ONE MORE THIS GAL. . . WHICH I CALLED BARNEY. . SHE'S ATTACH. . BUT YET,STILL HAVE THE GUTS TO SAY SHE LIKED ME.. WOHOOO!! WAKAKAKA!! BUT I NVR SERIOUS LAH.. SHE'S ATTCH MAH.. I DONT WANNA BE CALLED PERAMPAS! heee =))
SHE'S A NICE GAL. . .INDEED. . OOOOOOOOOO....BUT SHE'S TOO YOUNG TO KNOW BOUT ''L WORLD''
HOPE SHE'S HAPPY WITH HIS BEN10 BOY LAH.. AHAHA...
K LAH. . LETME PUT THE REASON WHY I HARDLY MET THOSE GAL I LOVE. . .
1ST: I WANNA GET TO KNOW HER TRU CYBER FOR ATLEAST 3 MTHS. . .
2ND: I GOTTA TAKE THING AS SMOOTH AS I CAN. . .
3RD: I DONT WANNA RUSH THINGS OUT . .
4TH: I WANT HER TO WAIT ,NOT LONG.. BUT AWHILE. . (coz i've not get my freedom bck)
5TH: I WANT HER TO KNOW THE REAL OF ME
6TH: ACCEPT ME FOR WHO IM. .
7TH: LOVE ME AS MUCH AS SHE DO. . (just like my ex)
8TH: BE WISE WHEN WANNA ENTER MY PARADISE..
TATS ALL JE.. TAK SUSAH KAN. . :))
K LA.. I THINK I WROTE TOO MUCH LIAO.. KANG MELELEH AIRMATA KORANG..
K.. NEXT TIME I UPDATE SOME MORE K . . TILL HERE *PEACE OUT AAN* time checked 2:44AM

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Tuesday, 10 May 2011

WHEN YOU TRYING TO SEDUCE MY HEART... WITH UR WORDS. . .

YES U LEFT ME. . .I WAS WAITING FOR YOUR REASON. .BUT THINGS END UP IN A MESS WAY. . IM JUST TRYING TO PRETEND NOTHING IS HAPPENING BETWEEN US. . BUT WHY U CAME BCK WHEN IM FEELING HAPPY BEING LONELY, WHY?
THE DAY U LIED. . IM TRYING TO FORGET BOUT IT. . AND KNOW U TOLD ME,THAT U HAVE UR OWN REASON WHY U HAD TO LEAVE ME. . BUT WHY? ? WHY MUST U THINK OF OTHERS FEELING BESIDES ME. . HOW BOUT MY FEELING? BEING TREATED LIKE THIS. . I AIN'T A TOY U COULD PLAYED WITH . . AND YEAH.. U JUST DID TOLD ME,THAT COULDNT DENIED THAT U STILL LOVE ME N MISS ME ALOT. . HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO BELIEVE YOU,WHILE IM NOT AN EASY PERSON U TRYING WITH . . yOU, I DONT THINK I COULD BE WITH YOU. . I KNOW U LOVE ME. . BUT I DONT THINK IM. . U R THE ONE WHO IS PLAYING,AND IM GONNA BE IN . . THATS MY PRINSIP. .
ONCE I START. . . I WONT STOP... TILL BEING TOLD . . .
IM SORRY. . I HAVE TO FORGET YOU
**PEACE OUT! AAN! **

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Friday, 6 May 2011

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Thursday, 5 May 2011

MAY U HAPPY BY ONE U LOVE

HEY PEEPS! WAT TODAY GOIN ON WITH ME? IM CRAZY!

YEAH!! I REALLY FEEL THE PAIN NOW. . . BUT I DONT WANT TO MENTION ANY ONE'S NAME. . HAIZZZ. .U CARE BOUT MY FEELIN? HAHAHA! KELAKAR! NO ONE REALLY KNOW WAT DOES MY HEART FELT. .

FOR ME. .IM JUST BEING HONEST WITH ALL,HOPING TAT U COULD CARE BOUT ME

HELL NO OK! NO ONE!!

I LOVE HER. . BUT THE WAY OF HER SITUTION RITE NOW,MAKE ME FEEL THE PAIN.. BY SAYING ''NVR MET HIM" "DONTLIKE HIM" URGH! THAT WATS IN UR FB? ? DONT ASK ME ''WHAT'' AH K.. SUMPAH AKU MALAS NAK JWB. .

REALLY DONT KNOW WAT TO SAY. . BUT I HAVE TO.. HAIZZ..

DAH LAH. . TO THAT PERSON.. SORRY IF IM BEING SACARSTIC OR SO IRRITATING. .

THATS MY WAY. . IM SORRY IF I HURT U IN ANIWAE.. MAAF KAN AKU . .

I HAVE TO GET OUT OF UR LIFE. .

~THANKS~

*PEACE OUT AAN*

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Tuesday, 3 May 2011

.SMOKING IS BAD FOR UR HEALTH.

NO SMOKING! PLEASE! *hekhemm* I MEAN INSIDE MY ROOM. . LALALALALA....
WAKAKAKAKA!! OK,TODAY TOPIC IS ABOUT SMOKING. . AMACAM MAU JOIN GUA NYA MEREPEK? MEH SINI.. DOK SITU DIAM2,CUMA JARI JEMARI JE MOVING K. . RASA2 KALAU NAK SNEEZE KE BATOK KE AWAY FROM UR PC OR LAPPY PLS EH,OR U WILL DIRTY UR SCREEN. . HUHUHUHUHU. .
YEAH. .MOST OF THEM SAYS SMOKING IS BAD FOR UR HEALTH BUT CUBA KITA PIKIR KAN KEJAP K. .IF THEY WANNA STOP US FROM SMOKING,ESPECIALY FOR THOSE UNDERAGE KIDS EH. . DONT GIVE A DARM TO THOSE YANG NAK STOP LU ORG SMOKING. . PASAL APE TAU ? ? TAK TAU KAN? MEH AKU KASI TAU. . KALAU KITA MEROKOK. . YANG HITAM PON LUNGS KITA PE. . YANG BATOK MCM NAK MAMPOS KITA PE. .AND SO. .PEDULI KAN WAT THEY SAY. . JANJI! BUKAN ROKOK HARAM. .(has in drugs). . \m/
K WE OFTEN HEARD ABOUT THE $5 CIGGS KAN. .WHICH THEY NAMED IN IN 1001 DIFF NAME.. WAKAKAKA.. ADA PANGGIL ROKOK APEK,ROKOK CAP MERAH,ROKOK INDO,ROKOK CONTRA,ROKOK MURAH,ROKOK SAMAN. . . MACAM2 AH AH KITA DGR KAN. . BUT I LIKE TO CALLED IT ROKOK RANGER . . WAKAKAKA! PASAL WHEN WE SMOKED THIS CIGGS. . WE R ALREADY LIKE A RANGER.. NAK AMEK ROKOK,KITA AMEK DARI KOCEK LIKE PEEPING IN OUR POCKET,SAMBIL2 TU MATA PON CUI2 AH EH. .TAKOT2 KALAU SI MANKOK NAMPAK KAN. . (saman2 rokok contra) KALAU TAK $200/- MELAYANG SIOL!! SIA2 DOK!! TAPI TU DUIT KORANG KAN. . PEDULI APE AKU. . HEHEHEHEHEHE
SO NASIHAT AKU PADA SI PEROKOK ATAU PUN MEROKOK ATAU APA2 ROKOK.. NASIHAT GUA PADA LU. . HISAP BANYAK2. .DONT QUIT TILL U DIE! WAKAKAKA! *evil* ME MYSELF SMOKED TOO PE. . .SO DONT GIVE A DARM TO PEEPS OUT THERE. . NAK2 NYONYA2 KAT STREETS EVERYWHERE WHEN WE SMOKING N SMOKE TO THE AIR,AND THE NYONYA WAS LIKE,"haiya *closing nose* " FUCK SAMA DIORANG. . DIORANG BANYAK CKP,LU ORG SUMBAT TU ROKOK KAT HIDUNG DIA K? AH! TU MACAM AH MEMBER! KK CHILL2 .. GUA STOP PASAL ROKOK DULU YA..
**PEACE OUT AAN**

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SELAMAT MALAM SEMUA! YA YA YA! I KNOW U MISS ME! HEHEHEHEHE. . WELL TODAY TONIGHT TONOW.. I REALLY DONT KNOW WAT WANNA TALK ABOUT.. HMMM..YEAH TAU PON.. IM REALLY LOST.. HMM... GIMME A SEC. . . * * * * * * * * * K.. LETS TALK BOUT APA2 AJA.. CAN?? URMMMMM. . . YUP! ABOUT I WANT A LOVE. . I MISS THOSE TIME I USED TO ATTCH TO SOMEONE..BUSY HERE & THERE PAMPERING HER.. BUT NOW IM ALL ALONE. . I HAVE NO ONE TO SHARED MY LOVE WITH. .WHEN I TOT OF THOSE MEMORY,WHERE I WERE HOLDING HER HANDS AND SAY,WILL YOU LEAVE ME?? AND SHE SAY NO. . SHE WONT LEAVE ME. . AND I HUG HER TYTE.. DONT WANNA LET HER GO. . I STARE TO HER EYES I SAW SHINING TEARS. .YES I PROMISE HER,I WOULD BE WITH HER.. LET ALLAH ALONE SEPARATE US..NOT PEOPLE ARD US. .
TAPI HUBUNGAN KITA.. TERLALU BANYAK RINTANGAN YANG PERLU KITA LALUI. . 3rd MONTHS OF OUR RELATIONSHIP,I HURT HER. . NOT HURT..BUT IM KILLING HER FEELING. . YES! 3 MORE DAYS TO OUR 3rd MONTHS RELATIONSHIP, I HAD AN AFFAIR WITH ANOTHER GAL. . ARGH!! I ADMIT MY WRONG! AND SHE GAVE ME THE CHANCE,TAPI AKU TAK GUNA KAN PELUANG ITU SEBAIK MUNGKIN..SEBALIKNYA.. AKU SAKIT KAN HATI DIA,WITH MY ATTITUDE. . BUT SHE STILL COULD HOLD ON TO IT. . AND NOW.. I LOSE HER ALL BY TIME. . I MISS HER. . I MISSES THE WAY SHE KISSED ME,THE WAY SHE HUG ME,THE WAY SHE STARE ME,THE WAY SHE TALK TO ME,THE WAY OF EVERYTHING BOUT HER.... AND NOW.. I FEEL KINDA SCARED TO FALL IN LOVE AGAIN. . IM SCARED IF THINGS LIKE THIS WILL HAPPEN AGAIN. .
DAN SEKARANG.. BARU AKU SEDAR. .KEHILANGAN DIA ADALAH SATU PENYESALAN BAGI AKU. .NOW THEN I KNOW HOW DOES IT HURT BEING PLAYED ARD. . I KNOW ALL ABOUT ME.. COZ OF ME! I KNOW! BUT I CANT STOP ALL THIS.. BENDA DAH NAK JADI,AKU NAK UAT MCM MANA KAN. . I JUST HAVE TO PRAY THAT SHE'S HAPPY WITH ONE SHE LOVED N I HOPE THAT PERSON WOULD LOVE N CARE FOR HER MORE THEN I DO..
TO U MAZDIANA:IM REALLY SORRY IF THOSE 9 MONTHS OF OUR RELATIONSHIP HURTS U ALOT. . TIADA APA YANG DAPAT AKU KATA SELAIN MAAF. . AKU DAH BANYAK SALAH NGAN KAU . . DAN TAK MUNGKIN KESALAHAN AKU AKAN DIMAAF KAN KAU KAN. . AKU RINDU KAU.. AKU DOA AGAR ENGKAU BAHAGIA DISAMPING DIA,DAN SENTIASA AMAN HUBUNGAN KAU NGAN DIA..
TO MY MAMAT JUNIOR.. UNCLE CHAK MISS U TOO.. :'(
TILL HERE AGAIN! STAY TUNED! *PEACE OUT AAN*

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IM QUITE A FRENLY PERSON. . HATE LIARS,BACKSTABBER,AND ESPECIALLY STALKER LIKE YOU! OK I MEAN THAT LADY. .TSK:'(
U KEEP SAYING IM A KIND GUY. . CUTE. . CARING. .ROMANTIC. .KNOW WAT GALS NEED IN LIFE(WAT IS IT? ) LOVING. . OH PWETTY PLS EH! IM NOT OK!! IM A BAD BAD BAD GUY! WAKAKAKAKA! *EVIL*!!!
JUST BEING SO FRENLY,YET U SAY IM LOVING! ADUH! NANAK!! OK.. I KNOW WHEN COMES TO RELATIONSHIP..WE DONT GIVE A DARM BOUT AGE.. JUST A NUMBER PE!
BUT ME! AAN! DONT WANNA HURT HER FEELIN FOR BEING JUST PLAYIN ARD,COZ I KNOW SHE'S NOT MY TYPE. . AND.. WILL I BE SO CARE LIKE B4,FOR SURE NO OK. .
IM SORRY TO SAY THIS LADY. . ITS NOT THAT I WANNA BE DARM RUDE TO U. . IM JUST TOO YOUNG FOR YOU. .AND I KNOW U COULD FOUND SOMEONE THAT IS 100x MORE LOVING THEN ME K. .
WATEVA IT IS.. UR STILL MY FREN. . NOT MORE THEN TAT K. . U JUST TAKE CARE N CARRY ON WITH UR MISSION,SEARCHING FOR A GREAT GUY AITE!
*PEACE OUT AAN*

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Monday, 2 May 2011

GOOD MORNING ALL LADIES!! *WINK2*

WOKIE,TODAY IM GONNA TALK BOUT SOMEONE? ? YEAH! SOMEONE! SOMEONE TAT I JUST VIEWED HER PROFILE. . WAKAKAKAKA!! K BOUT THIS GIRL..YEAH! FIRST THING FIRST! SHE'S HOT MELAMPAU DOH! WOOHOO! KK.. SERIOUS. . SHE'S A KIND LADY,FUN TO CHAT WITH. . FEEL QUITE HAPPY WHEN CHATTING WITH HER IN www.worldnetchat.com . .LIKE NOT THINKING BOUT MY STRESS OR WATEVA SHIT. . YEAH! WE BOTH HAD A REALLY GREAT CONFLICT.. SUMPAH HARAM AKU MALAS NAK LAYAN! WAKAKA! BUT,WHEN I SAY TO MYSELF,HEY! THIS GIRL IS "JUST THE WAY U ARE" WAKAKA! OK.. I TEND TO SEEK AN APOLOGIZE TO HER. . AND YEAH,ACTUALLY I DONT KNOW WHEN WE GET ALONG THIS CLOSE. . AND YA. . I CANT DENIED THAT FIRST LOOKING AT HER PIC,I WAS LIKE "URGH! STEP JAMBU NYA MINAH" BUT! OK! SHE IS HOT! WOOHOO! BUKAN NAK AMPU EH! ITS HONEST DEEP TRU INSIDE MY BROKEN HEART. . HEHEHEHE. . WELL.. HOPEFULLY I'LL GET TO MEET HER ONE DAY. . NOT AS FREN. . BUT WANNA DATE HER! U GUYS THINK I CAN DATE HER? HAHAHA. . I DONT THINK SO AH. . SHE'S NOT INTO THIS L WORLD. . MAYBE. .ermmmm.. YA. . .HAIZZZZ :)) I WANNA MEET HER SOON.. PLS! ! OK2 I'VE START MY NNOSENSE<< wakakakaka.. K U GUYS KNOW WHO IS SHE?? *grin*
iTs fOr mE tO lOvE n fOr yOu tO fInD oUt Ya. . . .
TILL HERE!! NYTE2 *PEACE OUT AAN*

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~I MISS YOU~

THOSE DAY WHERE U WERE WITH ME, . I MISS EVERY MOST OF THE TIME WITH YOU. .! WHY? WHY U LEFT ME? WHAT WRONG DID I DO TOWARDS U? WHEN U IN NEED OF SOMEONE TO TALK WITH,IM ALWAYS THERE FOR U. . AKU TAK PERNAH HAMPA KAN KAU. .MASA HUBUNGAN KAU NGAN ABG RAZI IN TIME OF GEGAR! I WAS THERE ACCOMPANIED U EVERY SINGLE SEC. . I HATE TO SEE U CRY,AND I FCUK THEM WHO HURT U. . TAPI SKG. . DGN KEHADIRAN ORG BARU. . U LEFT ME HERE ALL ALONE.. U KNOW RITE,MAMA,PAPA,ABANG NVR WANNA CARE BOUT ME, , WHEN U WITH ME. . I FEEL LIKE MY LIFE IS SHINING. . I HAVE SOMONE TO TALK WITH. . SHARED MY LOVE TO U. . TAPI SKG SEMUA HILANG GITU JE. IF U HATE UR PAPA,BUT PLS.. DONT HATE ME.
:'( WHERE R U ? WHY EVERYTIME I WANNA MEET U,FOR SURE THERE IS A FCUKING EXCUSES . . WHY? I MISS U. . I MISS U KAKAK! I REALLY MISS U. . DEMI TUHAN KU BERSUMPAH... HATI AKU LEBIH MERINDUI KAU DARI SESIAPA. .WHAT ARE U HIDING THINGS AWAY FROM ME? YEAH! ! OUR CLOSE UP RELATION,MAKE SOMEONE HAD A BAD IMPRESSION ON US. . THE WAY I LOVE U, THE WAY I MISS U,THE WAY HOLD UR HAND,THE WAY U KISS ME . . ALL HAVE THE BAD IMPRESSION. . HELL I CARE BOUT ALL! U R SIS! EVEN THO WE GOT DIFF MUM N DAD,BUT STILL U R PART OF MY BLOOD. . I LOVE U MORE THEN I LOVE MY REAL BRO & SIS AND EVEN MAMA OR PAPA. . ITS JUST THAT U DONT GIVE A FCUK BOUT MY HEART AKAK. .U KNOW. .ALL MY PROBLEMS,MY HARD,MY SADDNESS,I GOTTA KEEP N SEALED IT ALL BY MYSELF. . I HAVE NO ONE TO TURN TO. . ITS HURT KAK. . IM ALONE. . IF I WOULD BE GIVEN A CHOICES. BETWEEN DEAD OR ALIVE. . I RATHER CHOOSE DEAD. . R.I.P. . MUCH MORE BETTER, THEN I HAVE TO FACES ALL THIS KIND OF SHIT. . HEARING ALL FCUKING PROBLEM. . I HATE IT!  KAK JUST ONE THING I WANNA TELL U. . I MISS YOU. . <3
IF U STILL LOVE ME,I WANNA MEET U AKAK. .
BUT IF U HATE ME FOR NO REASON. . FUCK SAMA LU! I DONT CARE I STILL WANNA MEET U. .
TILL HERE &THEN *PEACE OUT AAN*

                                                                    AND
                           I   LOVE YOU

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Hello people,aliens,ghosts,spirits & animals all arund th world.

AHGIRLcinaa tompang lalu in Aan nyer blog iyer.. Lols. He dont know Im posting for him. I just finished his blogskin. Nice right? If not nice just say nice lah. Lols. I spent an hour okay in his blog. Lols. So yeah, dearest Aan hope you like your blog, and rajen2 lah posting2. Lols. This is your online diary after all. At least it it decent. Lols. Dui bu dui? Ah kang ku bobual ciner sumer zip lips nnty. Wahahahaha.

Me & Aan has alot conflicts before. But he's a nice guy after all. He just got this pride eh. Lols. Still he's a great friend. Always there for you when you need him. Never fail to make you laugh. He's a sweetheart. Dearest larlingku Aan, hope you enjoy your blog aites. And oh,

I LOVE YOU ^_^

LOTS OF LOVE

AHGIRLcinaa

xoxoxoxoxox

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Sunday, 1 May 2011

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