Lost In Beauty-

Saturday 2 March 2013

ASSALAMUALAIKUM SEMUAAA! tadaaaaa~ >_<

Sunguh pun aku paling menyampah ngan ni kartoon tikus kan , tetap jugak aku search ni gambar >_< just a few blogging ah eh.. Ahaisssss, Rindu lah saat bersama mu , who? Miss Raihana Binte Abdullah tu ah, alalalalala, si tomel tu! >_ tomel ke ape, mintak kena side kick ada ah... Hey bby , takmo lah asyik put urself down je , cheer up lah, be a happy girl no matter how bad situation is , i knw u can do , just that awk terlalu ikot kan hati ... Once in a life try to terima Hakikat.. I want u to be happy my dear, i wanna see the smile on ur face , how sweet ur smile is when i 1st met u , thats the smile i want , move on with ur life, focus on ur career , FCUK relationship , i know its kinda bored to be SINGLE , but it rather feel BORED then feel HURT rite? Maintain ur career , gain ur confident ,baru lah boleh cari kekasih , tak pon Aan kan ada >_< hahahaha! Dah lah , later i blog again k , nak mandi ,MELEKIT ah sia badan! nak mandi together tak? Jom2 , eleehh, ni mesti tgh sengih2 ni , hahhaahahaha! GATAL eh! heeeeep! no eh! tutup mata >_< ahhhh mcm tu lah SMILE , kan manis ... >_<
PEACE OUT ~

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Sunday 24 February 2013

assalamualaikum~

Its OVER between us dear . .
Its not that i hate being with u, or i dislike u .. Its just that , we cant make it through..
Im SORRY for being so Ego towards u , i know im being so selfish , but this is a right decision i made, i rather let u go , then make u suffer..
LOVE cant be forced , let it come naturally .. I HOPE u will find my replacement , which is much more better , i will always pray for ur Happiness :')
goodbye my ~~love~~ 08-11-2011

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Saturday 23 February 2013

AssaLamualaikum ~

Selamat malam semua , :') like finally i get to hear her voice , miss her voice so much , i mean miss her voice singing ,talking... =') I miss u Ex, 02072012

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Thursday 7 February 2013

Why why why? Why always me? Hmm? Its always me the 1st one to wish u out Monthsary..Why? U forget about it or u sengaja lupa kan? How am i supposed to love u all my heart? How? U nvr want to make ur part as my gf.. 3 months, we going smooth.. But disebalik nya... no one know what we r facing dear.. :'( We r just like a so called a BESTFRIEND ... Takpe lah, as long as u r not flirting around as long as u still wanna be with me, im on the flo... =')

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ASSALAMUALAIKUM SEMUA!
IM BACK AFTER QUITE A LONG TIME TAK BLOGGING :)
SO HOW ARE U GUYS?? BAIK? ALHAMDULILLAH... ME? HMMM AS USUAL LAH 2010, 2011,2012,2013 FOREVER GINI JE.. >_<
SO TOPIC FOR TODAY IS 'BEBAS' WHICH MEAN , ANYTHING LAH..
THE PIC UP THERE, IS MY EX SI MANGKOK HAYUN RAIHANA ;) MISS HER ALOT :'(
IM ATTACH TO MY GF NOW, EVENTHO IM ATTCH , BUT STILL I CANT FORGET MY EX , I KNOW IM LIKE BETRAYING MY OWN GF, BUT WHAT CAN I DO, AS LONG AS IM NOT FLIRTING, IM JUST STATING A FACT, THAT I LOVE MY EX SO MUCH... JUST THAT AFTER WE BROKE OFF ON THE 5TH OCTOBER 2012, THINGS GETTING MORE & MORE DIFFICULT .. =( TILL NOW, I HAVENT WANNA MAKE A MEET UP MY GF... :( I DONT KNOW WHY.. :'( IM LIVING A LIFE SO DIFFICULT WITH THIS SITUATION... DAH LAH TAK MAU EMO2 AH, BUAT SEDIH JE :( HAISSSS... WHAT EVER IT IS, SHE'S ALWAYS IN MY DOA, MAY ALLAH ALWAYS PROTECT HER... BLESSED HER IN ANYTHING RIGHT .. Like She say in her twitter, ''Love does not mean u have to live with the person. If u love the person let them go and be happy . U will find someone who love u too..'' she's right indeed ;) So so so Peace Out NOW~

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Thursday 1 November 2012

"Tak sanggup lagi aku, mengenang kisah lalu,
Keganasan menghantui diriku,
Biarkan dia pergi,Menjadi suatu Misteri,
Bagai kan tiada hati yang peduli...
Tak Mahu ingat lagi...Apa yang telah terjadi...
TRAGEDI OKTOBER"

October really sucks to me... One after another gone away from my life...
What a life.... Its really hard still to forget her, i just dont know why..Why..why..
Its really hard ok!! They just Come & go from my life, need me when they are DOWN or even moodless, but when they are happy? Do they even care about my Feelings? No they dont even bother ..They have what they want, and they just put me aside .. Sometimes i wanna be like them too, Dont bother about others, but too bad,i was born to be in this way...=( But peoples always took advantage over me... (020712) Dont ask me to move on while i can't ... I know when to move on & when not to move on... None of u living in my life, so none of u know how it felt... Ya, i know, i have nothing to prove my love, i have nothing to be love by u... But i have an precious heart, even tho quite a lots of time being hurt, im still here standing as a Strong lady facing the fact in Reality...
After we broke off, we didnt contact each other, do u know how much i miss u.. I cried alone in my room without no one knows it... Its easy to move on with ANYONE, but to LOVE them, i just cant..
300312 , U've come & go out of my life like no one care, even care about my feeling? no u don't.. i don't care if u had a bf , i dont even care if u had a new life, but that moment u say, i should stop calling u names, FCUKSHIT! damn hurt man! While its YOU who started it.. And i just follow on the flo...But End up , u told me to stop calling u all that... Like PERFECT huh... U have what u;ve been searching,& u dont need me anymore... But its ok, for the sake of ur Happiness, im giving in... Lead ur happy life with Love one, i'll pray for the longest r/s for u...
020712>> Im telling u this once again, 'You are my Last Girl' <3
Salam Rindu From Me ,Myself & I...
Aan

PEACE OUT-

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Tuesday 23 October 2012

manage to move on , walaupun pun berat aku lalui... just to prove it to her, im able to find my happiness tooo ...
PEACE OUT

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